I always wonder about what will i be in the next future, these past days, i felt like i dont do any progress concerning my artistic work.
Lately all I've done is just..jobs!
no satisfaction in it, even if i do it with heart, by the time i finished..i felt emptyness shrouding.
perhaps i must go to some abandoned cave, somewhere in a mountain high above, where demon and ghost stays, and meditate there, detach myself from my buzyness, and actually find my inner satisfaction.
yeah, that's a good idea, but im just too lazy hehehe...
i'll just meditate in my room instead.